Candy cane fudge

2012-02-09T01:17:00.002+08:00

Dear Nepal, please treat me better when 'm thr. At least let me feel that all the hard work i put in has paid off; all the shit that i'm getting now is worth it.

E X P L O D I N G

2012-02-05T23:37:00.002+08:00

GIVING ME A HEADACHE.

EVERY SINGLE YEP MARKETING EVENT MUST GO WRONG.

WHAT THE FUCK SRSLY?!

2012-01-24T23:08:00.002+08:00

This CNY has got to be the longest break for me so far since.. idk when. Life has always been so busy for me (busy is an understatement if you knw me), even during the holidays i barely get enough sleep. That's why I appreciate my free days more where i can just slack at home, watching tv and not doing anything at all~ Loving how it's free preview for all the channels in cable now till tmr? Glee-athon today and The Karate Kid ystd! Wish my dad could subscribe HBO and StarWorld ):

've been online shopping a lot my wardrobe's bursting; thankful thr's a flea this weekend hopefully my cui clothes can find a new owner hehe.

Sch work is still fine, for now. Apparently this is the 'slackest' sem according to seniors, but then agn, i shall not find comfort in that. Suffered the last sem, history is not gonna repeat itself! Like what Cherine said, 'I’ve never been someone who settled for the bare minimum – and I will not spiral down that way.' Let's work hard tgt sister((:

No strong emotions recently; too minor to blog anw.

It's Jan which means I got to churn out some creative juices and get started on all the birthday cards. It's gonna be different this year- I will/ must persist till the end. Dec friends i'll make sure you get your cards this time hahaha i hope.

Hi Sa you're probably the only one who still reads my blog; Just wanna say thank you very much for being my one and only best friend in pharmacy(: Life in NUS would be lame and boring w/o you <3

Happy for my free day tmr! Shall do manicure and look forward to buffet dinner at MBS yes this is life(:

2012-01-19T00:46:00.001+08:00

Amazed at how my friends can find me on twitter. HMM.

2011-11-29T23:50:00.002+08:00

Brewerkz, that's whr I belong. It has become part of my life, another home. Went back for dinner today w Elissa\ Eileen! Have not been thr since I stopped work like.. a month ago? Felt a sense of familiarity and warmness, everyone is still the same (:

School's out, what now?

So fucking busy this hols. Just this week alone before flying off next wed, whole schedule is packed from day to night ): But that's 'cos i'm meeting all my loved ones before I leave hehe :D Life can't get any better than this moment right now!

Will be free from 23-25, was thinking of a short trip to Krabi! But I cant think of anyone to go with ):

Life is good (:

2011-11-15T21:12:00.001+08:00

Want to tweet so badly, but i dont wanna reply texts/ whatsapp sigh.

2011-11-15T21:05:00.002+08:00

Thankful.

After today, I rly felt f-ed up cos it seems as if I've not been thorough in my revision. Just not enough. Looking at my grades for my pharm mods is just.. depressing/ suicidal.

BUT THEN, all hope is not lost..

GOT FUCKING A+ for both my proj and CA for Com Med&Health! Ya ok i knw it's just CA and it's only my elective but im happy yay.

Motivated to study for finals, let's goo!

2011-11-04T15:05:00.002+08:00

This is the most depressing time of my life, when it comes to grades. For someone who has been above avg most of the time, getting way below avg is just suicidal. Doing well in pharmacy? Hell no. It's only the start of my fucking uni life and 'm struggling to catch up w those competitive pharmers ahead of me. I dont wanna put the blame on all my commitments 'cos that's just an excuse. Come on don't you think im some fucking slacker im secretly a mugger too y'knw? Rly not used to being amongst the cream of the crop w all the elite scholars whatnot in my course. How suffocating ): I feel so fucking stupid here that i'll just shun away whenever ppl talk abt grades.. srsly.

Guess ranting here is my only respite. I may appear okay with whatever that's happening right now in my life, but deep down, there's always this tinge of sadness for I feel so inferior, never good enough to make it to the top.

K time to cut this emo shit. I could have been mugging away hoping to narrow the alr widening gap in my grades.. 3 more weeks. 'm just gonna do my best! All the best to those studying too (:

Other than the depressing grades, I think my life is awesome. Manage your time wisely (still trying to figure it out) and you'll have fun!

Nothing's gonna beat me down! I hate to be a fucking emo kid, hate it when my emotions take control over me.

2011-10-31T00:35:00.002+08:00

've got so many things on my mind right now that i dont knw whr to start. Pardon me if my sentences do not link haha.

1st table served at Brewerkz today I had a PR for that. Yes, it's my fault & i think my brain was too fried from overnight studying that it can't even rmb simple requests. Couldn't focus at all. So thankful Benjamin was thr to help me settle that check(: It's precisely bcos of ppl like him and a few others like Lester and those who were alr working when i first started that makes me like working at Brewerkz. Though I find it taking a toll on me.. But Eddy's finally back! I think he understands my busy uni schedule. At least he bothers to ask when are my exams, which is good enough! (:

Received an email from Race10 project director and I made it to the organising committee! Didnt have high hopes 'cos I could tell my commitments in the upcoming sem were a major concern to them. Can't be more glad that they're willing to give me a try(: This applies to FOP sub-comm as well hehe. But commitment level increased when I agreed to take up the position as OGL head ahhh

I do feel that I'm overloading myself a bit too much for next sem- Apart from Race10 sub-comm, FOP OGL head, thr's still MIR O-adventures & YEP. Studies and work as well which are all gonna spam the whole of next sem. Prioritising would definitely be a challenge, but i'll find the best solution. Not a christian, but I believe God will give me the Strength and Courage to Pull through this(:

Failed PPDA CA quite badly & I must say I was a little surprised, for a while. Reflected for 5mins and life went back to normal. Perhaps I'm rly slacking too much or not putting in enough effort.

Live life w no regrets(: And i rly cherish those angels arnd me who help me in one way or another ^^

It's exactly 1am. Time for bed

2011-10-23T21:48:00.002+08:00

So fucking emo ):

Work started well 'cos I did opening w Zhengyi, Vivien, Kelvin and Ben! (': And the first table I served tipped me 13$! Got rly busy when the Rugby Finals started. Farkinggg slam the whole L section was so packed I can hardly walk through. The match ended, NZ won. We started billing customers... and then we realised we have a runaway check. SCREW THE FUCKTARDS!

Sigh. Okay, I'm not rly THATTTT upset. Just wanna vent my anger haha.

Just submitted the FOP sub-comm application form and I realised I have 4 commitments currently :O But I like is this way

Shall head out to Airport to study later (:

Live life happily (: & I miss the girl in UK now ):

2011-10-21T02:42:00.002+08:00

Not exactly in a very good mood now. And for the past few days.

This is by far the suck-iest week in uni.

I hate myself for being such a perfectionist. I hate myself for having high expectations; of myself, and others. And I end up feeling disappointed only. Frustrated; and pissed.

This is not how I want to live my life.

It's not studies, not projects, not the activities I have that wear me down. It's... the people.

2011-10-13T00:51:00.002+08:00

Srsly, no obligations.
So don't give me that attitude.

2011-09-30T00:52:00.003+08:00

Mood: Happy :D
It may be a simple word, but this is excatly how I'm feeling now(:

So glad PPDA prac test and Anat are over! Not that I'm confident of scoring well I'm just happy it's over regardless of the results. So what if I knw I screwed it up; so what if I knw I won't do well. Since I can't change the outcome I shall move on & not think abt it(:

Had a long lunch w Waygene and Fadhli after PR1301 tdy! Was talking abt random stuff and we kinda have the same thinking that what stresses us out is not the workload of pharmacy itself but the competitiveness of the ppl arnd us. It's like an invisible force that keeps you mugging cos you're just afraid to lose out. Oh well, this is reality for u.

Took a 3hrs nap before training today felt so refreshed after that! 've been sleeping for <4 hrs for the past few days ): Finally can chill a bit now I'm so happy!

MPPT kinda sucks today cos my fitness is like shitz (compared to jc), disappointed w myself ): I'll train harderrrrr woo!

So happy to meet Zhuting today(: Felt rly guilty cos I made her wait an hour plus for me ): This is what I like about us; always willing to go the extra distance to meet each other every week no matter how late, how tired we are, even if it's just for an hr. Love u bbf!

And i'll b meeting Gracew, Pan, Sue-Ean some day next week.. yay! Next week's schedule is getting filled up rly fast now, with so many proj meetings, test, MIR trainings, YEP proj.. No clashes of dates, please.

With another commitment now, I hope I have the strength to handle everything well. Good luckie to me manz.

Nothing's gonna bring me down! I wanna have a fulfilling awesome uni life :D

2011-09-23T04:00:00.003+08:00

This isnt recess week for me at all when I'm spending 40% of the time mountaineer-ing. Ppl keep telling me to plan & prioritise yes i knw that too. But sometimes, some things are just not within your control. Okay maybe it is, I just choose to do it my way.

DKy I dislike texting more and more now. Ppl will call if it's rly impt right? I hope everyone thinks the same way as me haha.

I rly wish you could be more understanding..

Fucking screwed up body clock. It's 4am in the morning now and I'm wide awake. Shall attempt to do some revision before I get to bed...

Looking forward to seeing BBF tmr! (:

2011-08-14T01:12:00.002+08:00

Seems like 'm blogging more often;

I rly hate quiet nights like this. Sitting in front of my laptop, browsing through my fb news feeds and peeping into other ppls' lives. It just shows how we're all going separate ways, leading our own lives in a new environment. We used to b so close and now we're drifting apart.. i wonder if you're feeling the same way too?

Clocked 10hrs at Brewerkz today. I rly dont wanna quit, the ppl r different in a nice way. But then, I dont knw how long I can last. While I'm working, ppl are studying. And i feel stressed. Let's just see how it goes..

2011-08-12T23:44:00.002+08:00

THE START OF A NEW BEGINNING~

I'M IN NUS OMG last 4 yrs as a student )): i feel old

Lectures for the first 2 days are sleep-inducing mayb cos it's introduction.
Uni life is so different from JC. There's no class, no subj reps to print notes, no fixed TT. Either you make an effort or you'll get overtaken by others. Ppl appear nice, and yes i knw they are but deep inside, i knw thr's a competitive side of them i've yet to see. Yup including me.

WHICH IS WHY I NEED A CCA TO KEEP ME SANE (and not get fatter)

Dillema.
I knew such situation would happen, and i dont knw how to deal w it ):
It's not easy to please everyone.
Why cant i have the best of both worlds?
)):

2011-07-30T12:19:00.002+08:00

almost 2 months since my last post. 've been holiday-ing too much! Let's see: Bkk x3, Hk x2, Tw x1, Msia x3 (for camps) The past 8 months have been the most awesome time of my life, living life to the fullest (: Building friendships in AK, MOD to ppl's lives, getting my driving license, basic korean language, 1/2-star kayaking cert, working at Siltronic (boring 2 weeks), working as a surveyor at expo for 3 days (good pay haha), and of course, the place i'll never forget (and reluctant to leave) brewerkz (: Most imptly, I get to meet up w my dearest friends almost every week/ fortnightly. Uni is starting soon, and I'm feeling so half-hearted cos... sigh.

Why do all good things come to an end?

've been attempting to clear all my Alvl notes for the past few nights but i'm only 80% done (left w Econs and GP) As I flipped through my notes at random, those scribblings reminded me of my 2 years in JC. Still rmb I used to tell myself when I first stepped into TJ: I dont wanna be a mugger, so I joined HC. I dont wanna be fat, so I joined soccer. I want to be adventurous, so I signed up for OBK. Never regretted any of these. I rly miss my class, esp you tan lee chuang.

SA is on her way back from london! Though it's just 3 weeks, it felt as if a part of me was missing.. What will happen when cher leaves for good?

2011-06-06T16:07:00.002+08:00

so glad it's the start of the new week! (: although i missed my driving lesson this morning (cos i slept likka pig till 12)

last week drained out all my energy- camps, work, x-physique and then work again.. now my legs & arms are aching so badly ): shall use this week to rest before flying off to taiwan w my lovelies (:

hopefully i can meet up w my friends i miss them so much ): anyone up for brunch?! u knw who u are (;

2011-05-30T00:10:00.002+08:00

workaholic?! yeah, i think i'm one.

Holding on to 2 jobs now- camp instructor & server at BIS! Tiring as it may get w fucked up situations at times, but i'm enjoying it! honestly. The environment and colleagues at both workplaces are awesome that's y im not complaining! though i cant help it whenever sacrifices have to be made for work such as not being able to hang out w friends/ family as often :( my only major concern :(

18-23may: holiday at bkk!
24may: work at BIS ~2300 after which I met pan for supper at white sands hahaha
25-27may: (not to mention i had to reach the sch at 7am omggg) queenstown sec 3 camp at ulu tiram! (:
28: morn- xphysique briefing, afternoon- camp training, night- work at BIS!
29: work at BIS 11-11

and i survived! YES 1 week down, 1 more to go!!!

30may: work at BIS (the only free time i have for the week is the precious few hours in the morn/ noon)
31may: one day camp at yew tee pri ~6, work at BIS from 7~closing
1jun: work at BIS!
2-4jun: yuhua camp at tanjung sutera! after break camp, dinner w jms to celebrate gracifooz bigdayy
5jun: x-physique (shaggg) work at night!

yeah, that's it. And i intend to work everyday the week after cos i wont b able to work from 13jun- 1jul :( guilty much. esp when the part timers at brewerkz are slowly leaving :(

My employees are so nice i like working for them (:

I MISS FOURTEEN :( would rly love to sing k w you all today :(

Like a walking zombie everyday

2011-05-24T01:42:00.002+08:00

PHEW.

Bkk with zhuting was awesome despite all the unfortunate events. Never imagined gg to a hospital on a hol before, luggage being left behind at airport.. wait, all these did not happen to me. zoots y u so unlucky haiyo :( definitely a memorable trip, esp the day at pattaya!!! HEE

it's so tiring to update myself w everything. Looking through twitter, facebook makes me sick. So overwhelmed. Like i've missed out on a lot of things. And there's still so many things to settle. Absolutely hate this feeling, but 've gotta start somewhr. And everything will be back to normal.

yeah fast, work tmr! hope i still rmb brewerkz menu haha

I MISS U MY FRIENDS. jms, 14/09, pan, gracew, zhdpy, yl, amelia (black and white)..

songs playing on radio now are exceptionally nice (: I shall find out the title and elissaaaw can sing it for me hee

2011-05-02T01:07:00.002+08:00

2D2N trip to Taman Sutera JB was awesome! (: Eating and eating, shopping, bridging, xbox fighting, risk-ing, sight-seeing.. love the fourteens (:

spent the whole journey back thinking whether i should go for soccer girls gathering. But was feeling ftired (lame excuse) and wanted to spend more time w my family so yup, I stayed home. For once, I prioritised family before friends. So proud of myself! Though we didnt have a proper dinner (just sushi and sashimi), i'm glad we actually sat tgt and had some time tgt (: how funny that we're all gg to bangkok in May, one after another!

B: Mummyyyyyy~~~
Mum: Zuo shen me?
B:*cute stares*
...
Mum: June you yao chu guo ah?
B: wo ke yi qu hong kong ma?

and she agreed! Can travel by tiger too!

I feel so blessed. When I told my parents how my friends keep teasing me abt spending their money, my mum said it's okay 'cos I didnt rly have any tuition in JC.. but i shall not take that for granted. shall chiong work for the next 2 weeks before i fly off to bkk hee.

and and, my mum said i should go to beijing cos it's so nice! = fully sponsored trip. But i doubt any of my friends likes it thr, oh well.

my month of june is full even though it's just the beginning of May. How awesome!

Felt so guilty for snapping at my mum just now :( fucki'msuchabaddaughter :((

2011-04-27T13:57:00.002+08:00

Battlestr Galactica is thrilling max! The Human one scared the shit out of me when I sat for the first time hahaha. The Cylon one was much better! so funn heehee :)

Now that wongwaiyan got into pharmacy as well, i knw i'm not alone yay ^^ All the camps in jun/ jul are definitely gonna keep me so busy how to workk ohgosh.

My table is in a mess now and i'm so lazy to clear them sianzx.

Upcoming events (apart from driving, work): Class outing to Wenkai's house @ M'sia, Nike Goddess 5k run w eileeeeenc! ^^

2011-04-25T00:53:00.003+08:00

FUCK YEAH I GOT INTO PHARMACY!!! ^^
I'M OVER THE MOON NOW

WAS STILL THINKING IF I'LL REGRET NOT APPLYING FOR THE NTU COLLEGE OF SCIENCE SCHOLARSHIP..

AND MY MUM JUST ASKED IF I WANT TO GO VIETNAM W MY RELATIVES, SHE PAY! 8-12 next month! HAHAHA not gg though, work over hol ^^ shall start saving up for bkk/ taiwan!

MY LIFE IS FUCKING AWESOME BECAUSE OF YOU MY DEAR FRIENDS

2011-04-18T01:00:00.002+08:00

Overslept for my last korean lesson this morning, but thanks to daddy's express i'm on time haha! I would love to move up to the intermediate class, if only i can make time for it damnnn. This requires constant revision manz.

Work was pretty fun today, and i'm settling in quite good i guess. Thanks to cher and saaa (: Love being a runner hehe BUT I HATE THE WALKIE TALKIE POKIE FOKIE

Received an invitation from NTU to apply for scholarship by this sun. Don't rly knw if I should do it or not 'cos I'm hoping to get into NUS.. sigh.

I miss you a lot suee! See you on wed (:

2011-04-16T23:43:00.003+08:00

Day 1: Life without an iPhone is not that bad after all. I look forward to using twitter and facebook everyday at night. But keeping up with status updates are so not easy anymore ): Feel so left out >:

Life still goes on! Come on, I'm not a slave to technology! HAHAHA. OBK outing today! Only 5 of us, and time passed so quicklyyy! Spent the entire afternoon kboxing, and then dinner at sizzler! love the salad bar buffet ^^

last korean lesson tmr, and work after that! Next week's gonna be brewerkx weeek heehee.

Drop me a text if you miss me! :D

2011-04-16T03:54:00.001+08:00

I REALLY HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO FUCKING CARELESS.

It's back to motorola again.

FML ^infinityyyy

2011-04-14T00:22:00.002+08:00

Don't say you miss me when you don't even make an effort to meet up.

Just lies and excuses.

and please, stop taking me for granted.

I'm not obliged to fucking plan all the meet ups for you and you and you.

WHAT MAKES YOU THINK YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO IS BUSY?!?!

It really gets me on my nerves when people do not know how to compromise, cos i'm getting all the shit.

I'm tired of being the peacemaker.

FUCK

2011-04-13T01:26:00.002+08:00

quite a good start for the week! (:

Spent the whole afternoon w zootslyn yesterday and we walked through the southern ridges! Dream come true for me hahaha 've been wanting to do so ever since i entered AK (:

Trained down to Harbourfront mrt,

Marang trail --> Mount Faber --> Henderson waves --> Hilltop walk --> Forest walk --> Hort park --> Kent Ridge park

Settled our dinner at White dog cafe vivo! 30% off before 6 hehe. great service there!

FTT today, and I passed! :D Went for 5 etrials.. of course la! haha (;

slacked at home for a while before heading down to brewerkz! First day at work, feeling excited! Colleagues are quite friendly :D started off as a runner, so things r pretty easy! Adapted quickly, but memorising the menu is gonna be tough.. like worse than bio?! time for my brain to wake up hahaha no more hibernating!!

cycling tmr w jiemeis! full attendance yayy (:

2011-04-10T16:15:00.002+08:00

failed attempt to donate my blood today. A little disappointed, but i'll be back! With my right arm next week (:

've been spending most of the time at home this week ever since I came back, feels so relaxing! Though i know this wont last cos Apr schedule is kinda packed alr! Quite a few things to look forward to :D

Met up w maybecool to catch up. Kinda surprised that she asked me out, cos we aint exactly that close. But this can be the beginning (: Talked a lot, and realised how much AK has actually influenced my thinking and perspective in life. A more positive and cheerful person, i'm gonna stay this way ^^

Laugh as long as I breathe, Love as long as I live.

2011-04-03T11:47:00.002+08:00

DAY 5 in bkk! Current state: money almost depleted (gone for pan, thank your visa!), fatty bombom, loves shopping can't stop.

Love my french manicure and body massage last night 2 hours were just f-ing good.

Combed the whole of platinum and chatuchak! Shall check out union mall later hehe.

CONTROL, BRENDA CONTROL. yeah i'm going a good job here.

Hi ZHDPY i miss u! :> Swimming when i'm back kkkk! :D

2011-03-29T15:30:00.003+08:00

OMG IT'S TMR! yes, tmr, in less than 24 hrs i'll be in bkk muahahaha (; eggcited!

Have not started packing (merely just took out my luggage) feels so lazy! But I better get it done before I leave for dinner (at Alps Cafe w Jms!) if not my mum will nag over the phone hai. And my parents are pretty nice to me- they are actually giving me quite a huge sum of money (undisclosed due to safety reasons lol) to shop! Aww, love it when they shower me w wealth. Imma materialisticgirl_92 haha!

I feel that my driving has improved tremendously over the past few lessons. Yes I may have spent more lessons than others to complete module 1, but as long as i'm goood, I'm happy! Really want to pass on my first attempt!!!

FINALLY done w all my uni/ scholarship apps! Looking back.. Spent one night at airport to complete my personal essay, then another night at home submitting all the docs, then another afternoon scanning all the certs.. I'm awesome! hahaha much thanks to TLC for guiding me through the app! You're even more awesome hehe.

My life is good. Hopefully I can start working at brewerkz soon! And.. all my weekends in Apr are booked! :D :D Different things to look forward to each week- ultimate fun!

Let's flyyyy~ ~~ ~~~ Up up here we go~~

2011-03-24T00:46:00.004+08:00

've been wanting to blog since monday, but i'm always so busy with something else.

Finally started my uni apps on mon! T2 starbucks was rather empty but the seats near the powerpoint were all taken up :( thankfully E&bf managed to chope a seat while cherine, eileen and I went to Swensens for lunch hehe ^^ Completed my NTU app and had to rush down for driving! FINALLY.. after 3 weeks of break :/

Booked another slot before my lesson just a few days ago cos I realised that I got the instructor (Poh) who previously nagged at me for having a week long interval! Didnt want him to dampen my mood so that was the first time I had 2 consecutive lessons! At least it got me back on track though I didn't progress a lot. Poh rmb me and this time he was so much nicer to me! No sarcasm and (continued cos i fell asleep while typing until here lol)he extended my lesson by 5mins! Felt that my basics are much better (:

Following lesson was yesterday and i got my first lesson instructor! How coincidental can this be haha! And he is still as humorous as ever. Makes lesson so relaxed! As much as my skills are not thr yet, he let me drive outside and I drove to Tampines for the first time! Impressed with myself ^^ Felt hopeful after that (: Currently I just wanna have a strong foundation! Even if this means more lessons.

Work @ Expo for MTA 2011 is not too bad! Managed to hit 40 at arnd 3 yesterday and another 10 after lunch before me and my colleages, 4 of us returned to the booth and lepak! Today was much better- completed the remaining 30 at 2, and another 10 was easy cos it was quite crowded! Self-declared end of work at 1557 and we sat at the cafeteria behind to slack hahaha. Working w ppl of your age kills time more easily! Last day of work tmr (PLUS GETTING MY PAY IN CASH MUAHAHA) gonna go the carrefour mega sale and onitsuka/ asics sale while waiting for my driving to start! hehe :>

Cabbed down to tamp stadium after a swim w ZHDPY to watch beta's final cheer prac before sports day tmr. If it wasn't because I couldnt make it tmr, I wouldnt have pangseh-ed you sue-ean! I'm still feeling guilty now pls tell me you did have your dinner!! :( Thought this year's beta cheerleading batch is v cheerful and fun (: Routine and stunts are not too bad as well! Hope they can bring the trophy back tmr! SIGH WISH I COULD BE THR :( RLY MISS THOSE TIMES IN TJC..

Procrastination. I'm STILLLL not done w my fucking NUS scholarship application cos I can't think of any achievement that highlights my academic interest?! Sigh, BIG SIGH. No matter what, I'm gonna force a link in, even if it sounds stupid.

It's 0100 now and I feel like going to bed... BUT I CANT DAMN IT.

Sry to end the post w much angst susie, stay happy at work! Continue doing yr modules and ensure the safety of all hahaha

2011-03-18T23:35:00.002+08:00

I've got to say this week has got to be one of the best week of my hols! (: met up w quite a lot of friends yippee ^^
Although driving and uni app are my biggest frustrations now, I shall face it w a positive attitude and just get it over and done with!

happywiththewaythingsare now (:

2011-03-16T23:47:00.002+08:00

Thanks to you sue-ean, i'm blogging more regularly now. Hope it becomes a habit!

Twitter and Facebook are so open that I don't feel secure to post anything up there. Or rather I choose not to. Sensitive issues are meant for more private and safer ranting grounds like candycanefudge (: It's not a private blog but apparently only a couple of wandering souls read it and i'm fine with that.

Two days ago I was cursing about my f up schedule this week, but now I'm thankful because things are getting better. Sometimes the more you plan, the more frustrating it gets. Just letting it flow maybe good too! Like today, my evening plans are cancelled but I managed to jio forever busy tanzhuting out for a meal which totally lifted my spirits up! (: Miracles do happen hahaha.

Gg to JB w/ my sis and her friends tmr feeling so excited for it! ;)

UNI APP is currently my biggest headache. Can't wait to get over and done with it. i'm with you wongwaiyan.

2011-03-15T01:20:00.002+08:00

this sense of guilt has been over me the entire day :/

It may be a trivial matter but i just hate myself when I have to abandon my friend for something else (more impt apparently). All I could do was to say I'm sorry, and this feeling sucks big time. And the fact that my friend is so understanding, makes me feel even worse :(

Saw this tweet a while ago:

"Do you know what is wrong with sorry? It gives people the wrong idea that any mistake can be solved by a single word.”

How true. Sorry has always been an overused word.

Just came home not too long ago from harbourfront. Went to telok blangah hill park to recce w other coaches for the day camp on wed. Dealing w pri 1/2 kids this time, can't wait! A few asked me if i'm doing the mayflower camp next week and when I said no, they asked why and I could not give a reply...

K how should I put it. I like doing camps, I really do. But the thing about doing camps is that I'll have to sacrifice practically my entire week and i can barely find the time to meet up with my friends who mean a lot to me. It's not easy for us to find a common slot to hang out so I'd not cancel any dates as much as possible. Even with only a day camp this week my schedule is packed :( Neglecting my friends is the last thing I would do.

C.O.M.M.I.T.T.M.E.N.T.S. Too many to handle?

2011-03-08T00:47:00.002+08:00

FRIDAY:

- Break camp
- Cab down to sch to collect results + edusave money hahaha
- Popeyes w 14/09. So glad that everyone did well and finally i get to see my scholar friends! (:
- Overnight mahjong ^^ and I won $28! hehe

(continued) SATURDAY:
- Cab down to meet ZHDPY for swimming! Survived 30 laps under the morning sun!
- Breakfast at BK, then off to Korean lesson. Damn I dozed off!! F embarrassing.
- Went home to get changed and met Daph and LC my 2 best buds!
- Dinner w zhuting at Waraku ^^

SUNDAY (after 12 hours of sleep):
- Brunch w WongWaiYan at WS Cafe Galilee! My future course mate/ roomie hopefully (:
- Made our way down to grace's w pan to firm up our bkk trip! finally hotel booked!
- 1st etrial test and I didnt have time to study :/ 84 86 88, not too bad after all!
- Dinner w sueean! (rmb to alight one stop later next time hahaha)
- Met Karon to pass her the camo pants and had a small chat (:
- Pop by sunbird circle to get tamagotchi FINALLY!! :D shall get it repaired tmr.

fatigue.

Ever since break camp, I have not had a proper rest, or any personal time to think about my future. But I only have myself to blame for being so busy. If you understand me well enough, you'll know why (;

Results were released last week and I'M SO HAPPY I GOT B FOR GP! For someone who has never ever scored higher than a D before, this is worth celebrating hahaha. A little disappointed in econs because I failed to put my name on Mr Billy's AStar board, but oh well, I should be satisfied w my grades and be thankful (: A heartfelt gratitude to all my teachers for their guidance for the past 2 years! (yes and this reminds me that I better drop them a text soon)

Please let my body be fully recharged by tmr so that I can give my 100% for the camp!!! If I cant, I must.

SHALL DO SOME READING UP ON UNI COURSES BEFORE I SLEEP (: i hope i don't doze off zzz

2011-02-28T00:34:00.001+08:00

facebook and twitter are so open i have to be cautious of what I say. This blog has become my only venting ground..

I MISS TJ
I MISS AHS

I FUCKING MISS SCHOOL LIFE.

I WANT A TIME MACHINE. NOW.

2011-02-27T22:32:00.002+08:00

Today is supposed to be my happiest day of the week,
because..
1) I finally met up with leeyingsss!! And I spent the whole afternoon w her ^^
2) Managed to see gracifooz on her first bookout! Miss her like siao.

Until your text came in.. And it got me thinking..

I'm tired. Why do I feel that no matter how hard I try, I just cannot get that bit of time out of your busy schedule. I ask you out, you're not free. I text you, you take hours to reply, or sometimes you don't even bother. This really sucks. There were so many times I felt like giving up, but then your smiley texts make me feel guilty if I were to ignore you. I treasure our friendship a lot, and you're one whom I thought we could still be close even after we graduate. But why, don't the memories in the past 2 years mean anything to you at all?! We spent almost 90% of the time in sch tgt, and these 2 years had been so fun because you were part of it. Since A levels ended, I've been wanting to catch up with you, know what you're busy with and your plans during the holidays. But you're always so preoccupied with something else. Until now. I do not want a virtual friend whom I can only talk to on facebook and not any further. But if that's the only way to stay close to you, I'll accept it 'cos I still can't let it go. But I'm sorry to say that you are not gonna be my one of my priorities anymore. Because I don't feel that you're giving a fucking damn about my life, about me. This one-way friendship is too tiring. No one has ever made me feel like this before. A fucking loser who desperately wants your attention.

If I were to check my phone now and should I see your text, I know my heart is gonna go soft again. FUCK I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO NICE TO YOU OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

k shall stop blogging. It gets me so emotional and I fucking hate this feeling. I wanna be happy. And I'm not gonna let this affect me.

THE END

2011-02-24T23:56:00.002+08:00

Just came back from dinner at Paradise Pavilion w relatives! And they're planning a trip to Genting/ HK (macau) in mar/ apr! :D I want to tag along hahaha

Browsed through the Brightsparks magazine (yes i brought it to work) in the morning today and I feel pumped up to go for a couple of scholarships! But this needs some serious consideration.

I guess I more or less know what uni course i wanna take. I will go for NUS pharmacy :D Looks pretty not bad. If not other science courses like Chemistry& Applied Chemistry (Food Sciences and Technology) or Life Sciences are interesting too.

Honestly, Maritime Studies in NTU attracts me as well, but I'm not sure if I really want this. After all it's not a mainstream course and I wonder if my parents will approve of it :/

Oh well, let's see where my results will take me.

GOOD LUCK PEEPS, one more weeeeek! :X

2011-02-23T11:11:00.002+08:00

hmm I'm bored.

I shall bring my poddie in tmr and learn how to sing all the korean songs! (: or perhaps I shall download some videos heehee.

okay back to A Thousand Splendid Suns for now (:

lovely text from friends never fail to brighten up my day!! ^^

2011-02-23T00:10:00.002+08:00

WHY IS ADMIN JOB SO FUCKING TIRING! NOT MUCH THINGS TO DO AS A RECEPTIONIST BUT I FEEL SO JADED EVERYTIME I REACH HOME :'(

I WONDER HOW MY MUM CAN SURVIVE IN THE OFFICE FOR THE WHOLE DAY FOR DECADES... :O

THANKFULLY IT'S JUST 5 MORE DAYS TO GO AND I'M DONE! (:

LOOKING FORWARD TO ALL THE CAMPS OH YEAHH ^^

LOVE HOW I'M LIVING MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. I STILL MISS SCHOOL DAYS THOUGH.

K GOTTA BE UP BY 7 AGAIN TMR SHALL HIT THE BED NOW GOODNIGHT!

YOU'RE AWESOME (:

2011-02-22T00:01:00.003+08:00

4th day of work and still surviving! Luckily there's quite a bit of work to do today if not i'll be so fucking bored. Sitting on the chair and staring at the main entrance, all alone at my receptionist desk hahaha! The ppl thr r quite friendly (: Love it how they'll smile back when I greet them :)

Met up for a short while w my soulsistaz despite feeling so so tired! Never regret it though. Honestly, when all of them started working at brewerkz except me and fooz, I was rly afraid that I would slowly be left out. But no, even after so long, I know I'm still part of them which makes me wanna work at brewerkz even more! :) Hopefully i'll be able to join them in april ^^

They are the ones whom I know I can TRUST throughout my whole life <3

2011-02-13T23:46:00.003+08:00

feeling so happy right now now now! :D
because...
1) gracifooz who is in tekong now called mee! <3 life in tekong seems really harsh :( but I have faith in u sista!! ^^
2) my superlovingcaring sis lent me some clothes for work hehe.
3) my life is so awesome :>

hahaha k I'm keeping this blog alive for u my number 1 stalker! :)

2011-02-10T23:58:00.002+08:00

Hi, Are You Really Very Boreddd?!

HAHAHA THIS IS 4 U SUSIE PUSIE!

Swimming today at SIA Group Sports Club w you was soo tiring! (mentally) But the sense of accomplishment after 30laps made it worthwhile (; And I had Murtabak for the first time woohoo ^^ YUMMY!! *guilty.fat.guiltyguilty.fatfat* HAHAHAHA

I know you missed THIRTY MINS of your AI because you waited for the bus w me.. AWWW. But hey there's a repeat telecast right?! hehehe so you made the right decision by staying! YOU ROCK LA OKAY LUV U!

When I saw you I was afraid to meet you.
When I met you I was afraid to kiss you.
When I kissed you I was afraid to love you.
Now that I love you, I'm afraid to lose you.
xoxo, yy.

HEHEHE nah, here's the love msg which you wanted ^^ (just in case you dont check your fb msg!)

And, I think we're damn cute. We actually talked to each other over the phone just to book the same day same timing for our etrials hahahaha! This is why you're my ZHDPY ^^

okay, i shall go watch my shows now. GO DO YOUR WORK LAH! BE CAREFEUL YOUR SUPERVISOR'S WATCHING U! ><

"Oh My God!"
"YES?"

:D

2010-12-21T10:13:00.002+08:00

Yess i'm back from camp!

the nomadic race the black edition was a total blast! It was really mentally and physically challenging, it feels like i've grown muscles all over my body!!!!

just woke up not too long ago! omg i slept for 18 hours LOL and my whole body feels nua~~

okay time to catch up with my friends/families now! so many things to do.. so little time :(

let's see:

- send out christmas cards
- first guitar lesson
- hc party @ chiaern
- shopping with sis!
- xmas dinner with JMs

all to be done within the next few days!! D:

and of course, catching up with my best friends! <3

should i go back to sleep again?

2010-12-05T23:29:00.003+08:00

True friends do not judge one another.
Size, looks, intelligence, wealth... they all do not matter.
I'm glad I have this bunch of close sisters who accept me for who i am :D

Friendship is about giving and taking, but i feel so tired of giving that i wanna stop.
I used to think our friendship could last, even after we graduate.
But on second thoughts, maybe not.
I fucking hate this feeling,
I'm gonna try once more. It's the last time i swear.

Urgh can't wait for prom to be over

2010-11-26T01:23:00.000+08:00

YAY I'VE SUCCESSFULLY CREATED MY NEW NEOPETS ACC! ^^

2010-11-17T03:57:00.001+08:00

CANT WAIT FOR A'S TO BE OVERRRRRRRR

2010-11-15T23:44:00.001+08:00

totally in love with david archuleta!!!!!!

@sue-ean

2010-11-05T09:54:00.002+08:00

1
2
3
4 days more to A levels!

I've been studying out almost everyday, home for dinner every sunday only.
I like spending time with my friends cos it makes me happpppy! :D
And my sister too <3

k, back to studying.

(MY TRIAL VERSION OF WINZIP JUST EXPIRED AND I CANNOT UNZIP MY POST PRELIM SOLUTIONS!!!! ) FML

2010-10-25T00:43:00.002+08:00

It's officially the last day of sch tmr.. Farewell assembly..

And the radio had to play Friends Forever by Vitamin C now, at this time, when I'm marking my math work, and it got me so emo...

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

:'(

2010-10-20T23:37:00.002+08:00

Things are going on fine, i thought.

Perhaps some words should have been left unsaid.

2010-09-27T00:27:00.002+08:00

Last 3 days were awesome!

Drama (Y)
Shopping (Y)(Y)
Friends (Y)(Y)(Y)

I really don't want monday to come so soon,
because this means I have to touch my work again.
And, results.

But it's quite comforting to know that I end early almost everyday from now onwards, except wednesday (which used to be my earliest day hehehe)

Fridays FTW!

And I'm addicted to Playful Kiss! Can't wait for the next ep, Elissa Wong Cherine Teh Eileen Cheong!

2010-09-10T01:15:00.002+08:00

Priorities.

Family, Studies, Friends.

What's yours?

If you are unwilling to make sacrifices for your friends, or maybe even your (girl)(boy)friend, just how much does that friendship/ relationship mean to you?

I just don't get it.

2010-08-28T01:42:00.001+08:00

School's out. I'm lost.

2010-08-25T23:33:00.003+08:00

WOO~ Daph and I ponned Econs PT today to go for a run and it felt so good (Y) luckily the weather wasn't too hot!

Met Ly after that and studied @ Simei Starbucks til arnd 11 before heading home. Ly's iphone games are freaking cooool!! They got me addicted for quite a while heh.

This fri's math test is gonna be a killer 'cos there're so many topics to cover. I studied hard for it, and I want to do well to regain my confidence in math. PLEASE

okay shall get back to my work now!

(",)

2010-08-11T22:36:00.003+08:00

I'm happy because I'm meeting grace and chicks tmr
I'm happy because I managed to catch the last 10mins of the 9pm show
I'm happy because I just had econs tuition
I'm happy because I met yanlin for breakfast today
I'm happy because kailing came to join us after that
I'm happy because i have completed my tutorials
I'm happy because there's no more tests this week
I'm happy because weekends are coming
I'm happy because I'm going to step out of the east zone this friday!
I'm happy because leeying sat beside me during econs protected time
I'm happy because i met eileen on my way to school today
I'm happy because we had beta lunch as usual
I'm happy because my classmates are very nice ppl
I'm happy because ting and changyi are my group memebers for tmr's gp protected time lesson
I'm happy because i'm not feeling stressed (for now)
I'm happy because i get to sleep early. finally

Goodnight :)

2010-08-06T23:15:00.002+08:00

I'm surprised there are people who actually still reads my blog. Hi Gracew! :) Thanks for your concern! Imy.

JTS after national day celebration today was awesome! First we went to Kbox @ Cine for 3 hours plus, followed by some 'exercise' around orchard, and finally Sakura! :) I'm impressed with my juniors overall, esp with the personalised towel for the 17th ^^ And now, a sense of guilt is arising when I thought of how we treated our seniors last year... I must say our juniors are really really very nice to us. Most importantly, I can see that the juniors are more bonded within their house now. Keep it up!

I miss HC :(

Okay, no time for that. Gotta face my notes now. fbio

2010-07-26T22:27:00.003+08:00

FUCK I HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU!!!

YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A JINX TO BETA

FIRST IT'S CHEERLEADING AND NOW, TITANS.

WE WERE SO CLOSE TO GETTING OUR THIRD CONSECUTIVE TROPHY BUT BECAUSE OF YOU WE LOST IT

YOU SUCK

2010-07-18T23:00:00.002+08:00

New timetable starting from tmr. Oh dear!

I can do it, yes I can!
PRELIMS, wo lai le~~!

2010-07-16T22:26:00.003+08:00

It's time to learn to let go.
Let's not give up and fight till the end.

2010-06-20T01:14:00.003+08:00

fuck fuck fucking disappointed.
It's either our expectations are too high, or you are just not putting in enough effort into this.
Where was the passion in you 2 months ago?
Are you just gonna live the next 1 and a half years in TJ with this fucked up attitude and efficiency and communication?
Seriously, i wouldn't want you to regret it one year later when you step down, because you have nothing to reflect on, nothing to feel accomplished about, nothing to be proud of.
I really wish I was right in choosing you to become the next Beta pride. But after today, maybe I'm wrong. Or maybe it's just.. aiya i don't know. I'm still being hopeful.

On the side note, the 15th 'speech' was impressive. (like)
House Committee was my life.
I can't be more grateful to be in 17th BETA house comm <3

Relationships, why are they so complicated?
Please, don't let it happen :(

AHHHHHHHH I'm so overwhelmed with emotions now. Shall bathe and continue with my revision. Studying takes things off my mind.

See ya

2010-06-08T20:31:00.003+08:00

just went to the Avenue of Stars and the lights are so prettaye! Currently holidaying in Hong Kong w my beloved family! 've been so long since I last went out with them heh. And I bought stuff, really cheap. Although the shopping isn't as fantastic as that in Bangkok. My mum offered to buy me a branded perfume wahahaha should i?

I'm like helping my dad to reserve this com at the hotel lobby until he comes down so i shall blog HAHA

I must really enjoy myself for the next few days and TRY not to worry about my JCTs! I managed to study a few pages of my Genetics of Viruses notes after which I fell asleep. My dad specially booked the A380 for this trip, and the inflight entertainment is AWESOMEEEE!!!

Hmmm ok my sis said we should be considerate and not hog onto the iMac so yeah, i'm signing off now!

Wheeee~ I'mma happy kid

2010-04-14T22:57:00.002+08:00

This is our nationals are we're screwing it up. Big time.

I'm neither feeling happy nor sad.
I don't know why, the feeling seems so neutral.
I tell myself I don't care. It's over, just move on. But deep down, i'm hurting inside.

Why black Why.

And I just went to the portal to check my results for March Common Test. So this is what I get for all the overnight studying. Not that I studied extremely hard, but then again, some effort was put in. Fuck.

Am I Having Too Much Fun?

2010-02-27T23:22:00.002+08:00

HI YU XUN

hahaha since I still have some time before I go off to meet Panitaponpon for overnight studying at the airport, let me blog a little!

This week was totally crazy for me, and I expect more to come. I've been sleeping past 1am almost everyday, and school has been really tiring. Not the workload though, but more of the activities I do each day. When it's only wednesday, I actually thought it was Friday. CUI

Cross country, sports day, cheerleading, soccer trainings, study for MCTS..

I dont know how much longer I can hold. Sometimes, I hate myself for having so many committments.

2010-02-22T22:48:00.002+08:00

I don't know why, but I just feel like blogging.

I was supposed to keep track of my daily events in my diary, but I've failed terribly after 2 weeks :( And I'm staring at it as it lies idle on my table now. Should I touch it?

TO MY FRIENDS WHO ARE FEELING EMO RIGHT NOW, PLEASE CHEER UP (:

I just read E's blog and it made me think quite a bit.
Friendships, it's just so.. complicated.

Off to study, MCTs are coming up!

I thought I over-charged myself when I felt a slight headache yesterday. But then I realised NOOOO :( I dozed off on the sofa for an hour after dinner (omgxz fatttt), still smelly after training hehe.

Hi my friend, how are you doing now..?

2010-02-15T11:55:00.002+08:00

I love CNY! Apart from meeting my relatives (few times a year..?) and receiving many many angbaos, the reason why i love CNY is because i get to SLEEEEEEEEEEEP like a pig. Seriously, it's damn shiiiiok! Let's see:

(My sleeping marathon starts after road run)

12 - 13 feb: 2100 - 1130 14.5
13 feb: 1400 - 1730 3.5
13- 14 feb: 2100 - 0930 12.5
14 feb: 1800 - 2030 2.5
15 feb: 0600 - 1200 6

total no. of hours: 39!!
HAHAHA if you've got more than me tell me! Currently looking at the situation I think only pandorasohwenmin can beat me LOL. Sleep has been my long lost friend ever since school started, and i can see that i'll lose her again after CNY :(

[ i was supposed to blog and write some cards but ended up watching the last few episodes of autumn concerto with my sis hahahah. Out for dinner now! ]

2010-02-06T22:22:00.001+08:00

This week is so tiring...

BUT IT'S SO AWESOME-LY FUN!

WOOHOOO LOVE XEIA OG2 TTM <3

2010-01-31T12:11:00.002+08:00

Orientation X: X-ing Boundaries is about to begin!

XEIA OG2 POWER TAK! :D

(if only I had more time)

2010-01-17T03:11:00.002+08:00

okay, so I overslept, and didnt go swimming in the end :(

Study with Ly and Eileen @ teadot was productive for me, although I was doing my math probability tutorial at a rather slow pace because I totally returned all the P&C stuff to Mr Low heh :X

Ly and Eileen left after that because they had something on, and I stayed on to continue with my work :D I. Was. So. Cold. And. Alone. :( Luckily Ly came back to study with me and we went to Subway White Sands instead until closing!

Thanks Eileen for helping me with my math and Ly for studying with me the whole day today :)

Completed: Tutorial 30, Amino Acids tutorial, Isomerism tutorial!
To-do-tmr, later: Finish up Periodic table tutorial, Math hol hw (yes i know the answers are uploaded hehe)

Oh dear, why am I so awake it's alr 3.20am!!!!!

2010-01-16T00:05:00.002+08:00

TGIF! :D

First week of school is over!
And I have to admit it was a bad start for me. Not completing holiday hw = sleeping past 2am every night to finish up! I struggled to keep awake during lessons, but luckily after-school-activities were so much more fun! (Soccer, O night cheer prac)

In this week, I've met up with ZHDPY as well as BBF, Leeyingss, Eileen and LDB! Hehe I feel so happy to see them. Although this means going home late at night almost everyday, it's so worthwhile!

So many things have happened, and it's too tedious to recount every single thing and typing it out here. Sigh, I really want to keep every memory that I have of this year.. SO, I have 3 'diaries'! Haha, the student handbook to note down all test dates and hw; my shoesholic 2010 planner which I'm using to write down my activities; and candycanefudge@blogspot! :D

SO MANY THINGS TO DO, SO LITTLE TIME.
Things to do nao: pack my table (mixture of chem + bio notes), settle ogl shirt, tutorialSSS, soccer diary, bday card, and most importantly SLEEEEEEEP

Woohoo swimming with Ly, and Noob tmr! :D

2010-01-11T22:58:00.002+08:00

FUCKED UP DAY.

I just want to let you know that you're not alone my friend..

2010-01-11T00:04:00.002+08:00

eeeeeeha!

Openhouse ystd was crazy. Mass dance was fun! But i got tired after the first shift! Rushed home to bathe before meeting the taiwan babes for dinner @ pasta de waraku, marina square! I was late because I took the wrong bus IM NOT STUPID hahaha. My pasta tastes wonderlicious ^^ Walked over to Esplanade and there's some band performing on the waterfront! Naise/

Rushed home and I was out in less than 30 hah! OVERNIGHT STUDYING @ AIRPORT WAS SO PRODUCTIVE FOR MOIIII yay. Cant believe I didnt sleep at all. Or maybe I'm just too stressed thinking how F Tan will kill me if I didnt do my work :X

FACIAL TODAY WAS OMFG PAINFUL LIKE HELL. BUT DAMNNN SHIOK WOOO

And the opportunity cost is that I have to stay up longer to complete 0.5 of my gp essays. awesumm

random, i miss leeeeyingsss!

2010-01-09T00:10:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PULL YOUR EAR!! (sorry a bit late but it's my first post of the year haha)

080110:
6HIBISCUS'04 dinner @ swensens was AWESUMMM! 2nd meetup after like.. 5 years?! HAHAHA everyone grew so so tall! :( and prettty :) yay. I feel so satisfied :D

ahhh have not blogged since i came back from OBK! Anyway to sum it up,

121209- 211209: Outward Bound Korea Winter Challenge (Mt Seoraksan expedition) is fucking good. I love team fighting!! And i'm missing the fulfilling 10 days we had together! The weather, cooking, sleeping in tents, our rations pack, morning PTs, Amanda and JY, public bath LOL, night sharing sessions, and so so much more :)

241209: Christmas eve party @ Amanda's house with 14/09! We had xmas gift exchange and Slin and I got each other hehe. Dinner was good too, we had potluck and played zong ji mi ma throughout just to clear LC's chicken wings and drumsticks LOL!

261209: Lunch with BETA @ Sakura Tampines Safra! yay LC's my angel :D Christmas party @ Elissa's house with Jiemeis <3 Ahh the beehoon E's bro cooked is super yummy and the chicken tooo! plus pizza, cherine's muffins!!!, han's choc truffles, ly's apple strudel, noob's salad, graci's pasta = delicious and filling meal!

shitz i cant rmb what happened for the next few days. Going back to schoool?

311209: COUNTDOWN @ MARINA with 14/09!! wheee the fireworks are so prettayyyy. I'm pretty sure everyone enjoyed it :D Alvin and the chipmunks 2 with sis and friends after that. Haha missed the front part. Cute movie ;)

010110: Swimming with Eileen and Leeying! YES LY CAN SWIM ALR YAY YAY YAY! so proud of her :D Had dinner @ popeyes after that!

030110: 17th BETA GEN BBQ @ Aquarius! Thought it was quite awkward initially, but the seniors are realllly friendly and funnay haha. This is so fun I like it! Won't mind going every year, if my batch mates go too!

040110- 060110: OGL CAMP! wooo xeia power takkkk! Our OGLs are such nice ppl hehe. FUN FUN FUNNNN!

070110: O night dance prac! Haha too bad shernice is overseas so we cant do our stunts. but we will be fine heh! HC IS GONNA ROCK ON O NIGHT WOOO.

okay so that's a little update on MY LIFE recently. I'm lovin' it :)

omg omg sch is starting in 3 days time and my hw is not even 10% completed helppp D:

TJC 2010 Openhouse tmr! Followed by dinner with JMs :D

Gotta go and sleeeep now, waking up at 6am tmr. NO JOKE AH
bye!

2009-12-11T15:35:00.002+08:00

Out with Jiemeis ystd! First we cycled in the morning from pasir ris park to changi beach park. Along the way Ly and I wanted to bring Cherine, Eileen and Elissa up to OCH to have a look but guess what! Half way up the hill, we got stopped by 3 policemen LOL. They said something like it is a state property so we're not allowed to go.. and they even took down our particulars! AHAHAHA ;( SO fun to cycle with them again for 2 hours and the downhill is just so gooooood ^^

Eileen had an appointment so the rest of us had lunch at Manhattan's Fish Market. The Fish N Chips are freakinggg oily :( I felt so guilty after eating that! Went home to wash up and met the rest again at Ion Orchard for dinnnner. We decided to give Ly a surprise by going to Freddie's since she's the only one who couldnt make it because of work. But still considered full attendance, ever since Teppanyaki @ Eileenoob's house :)

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Friendly with NJC today and I woke up late again :( Not that late though haha! FINALLY, we didnt lose. It was a draw, but we should have won. I can tell Mr Lee is very disappointed with our performance but he still treats us so nicely. Maybe that's the reason why. He is right, we need to have the hunger to win!

Met Guo Rong just now to get his notes from him. Thanks a lot! This reminds me that I have to start studying sooooon! That's if I have the mood and time. Wait, I need to pack my table first.

Thanks Cherine for lending me your jacket! You are my saviour for the day <3

Woohoo time to watch Autumn's Concerto! And i'm still at Ep 1 hahaha.

2009-12-08T16:23:00.003+08:00

ahh my old skin was screwed up so I was forced to change to a new skin.
How long has it been since I last went to blogskin.com?
Everyone is using wordpress, livejournal but I'm still using blogger LOL!
Might consider switching over if I can think of a nice username for myself.
4 years.. time to move on?

Meanwhile, I shall watch Autumn's Concerto! (recommended by Epauz)

Byee! :)

2009-12-08T14:44:00.002+08:00

Back from taiwan! :D

4D3N with Elissa and parents, Eileen, Cherine was simply AWESUMMMZZ.

ShopEatShopEat is the life hahahaha! I miss their ramen, smellytoufu, seafood at danshui, cupnoodles and milk tea!!

Pigging out at night = Road To Obesity
hahaha.

The shopping may not be as good as expected but the time spent with EEC is enough to make up for everything ;)

MORE TRIPS TO COME IN THE FUTURE! yes, it'll be the 7 of us this time!

peeektures up soon! :D

So currently, it's:
Openhouse 2010
CNY 2010
Orientation X - Crossing Boundaries
OBK (cant wait!)
Soccer training + friendly

AHH. Busy again after a break =(
If only..

2009-12-04T20:08:00.002+08:00

Hmm so where did I stop at my previous post? Let me see..

28th: Went back to school early in the morning to help out with banner painting. Our orientation name is XEIA and the banner looks so prettty, good job sharon! (who's in Taiwan now). Managed to see LeeChuang and Daph after sooo long! Nicholas toO hahaha! Rushed off for OBK pre-course briefing and gear check with my dad, followed by Korean language lessons lol. I'm loving my OBK mates ^^ After that was SOC outing <3 I missed you so much gorgeous!

29th: Intended to lepak at home but ended up spending the whole day looking for my 100% waterproof trackpants alone, and still bought nothing at the end of the day! Dinner with Zhut brightened up my day :) Kim Gary now having 1-for-1 after 2130 woohoo

30th: Mass Dance in the morning, learned That Thing You Do. Rather manageable for me haha but cant really rmb the steps lol. Friendly with SRJC at SRJC! Lost 1-0, but great improvement from the previous NUS match definitely hahaha. Ilovemysoccerteammates <3

1st: Mass Dance in the morning again, and we learned Heartsdale! Reminded me of Orientation 11 months ago.. ahhh i miss Yixian and Gelin haha. How they rolled on the floor while teaching Kailing, Yanlin and I running man LOL. Met Elissa, Leeyings, Cherine, and Eileen after that to study at Pasir Ris library :) Reminded me of sec 3/4 days where we used to chiong down to study almost everyday haha. Edmund came to join us!

2nd: Friendly with RJC early at 0830! Played 3 halves, each 25 mins. NO COMMENTS! But i think Mr Lee was a little disappointed with us though :( Rushed back to school for first aid course to realise that it's not very impt ahhhhh. It ended 4 hours earlier so rest of the day was so free for me yay :) LEPAKK

3rd: Study date with Pan at Cathay Starbucks! And so happen they will be giving out free drinks for the salvation army thing so.. haha we waited until 5 and we went to Q for it. Dark Mocha FTW! Impromptu meeting with Eileen, Elissa, Cherine, Ly and Eugene and I had my dinner at Shokudo shiok!

4th: FMT (Fuck my training) -Pan.
Stayed at home to do my part of WR for the econs project and yay i just completed it! :D

TIME TO START PACKING! (wait after im back from dinner!)

TAIWAN WO LAI LE ~~~~!

2009-11-27T15:43:00.002+08:00

Back from the 10-day-camp marathon! :D SLcongress, AK camp, and SLcamp!
I Survived.

SLCamp was totally fun! Sportsxcel 09/10 did a very good job in planning and organising this camp, i hope the campers enjoyed it! And not to forget the 17th house committee who helped out a little hehe. Really bonded a lot with them, and i'm looking forward to our next event together - CNY!

I got burnt! :( with insect bites all over. Dettol to the rescue! Haha, woke up at around 1 today and im still feeling tired! Daddy's birthday was yesterday and I felt so bad for being moody/ grouchy last night :( Chatterbox at Mandarin Garden was YUMMY!

I MISS MY FRIENDS! I need time :( and a better memory perhaps. Wenjia's going off to Germany tonight, and SOC outing tmr! (hopefully OBK briefing wont take long!) Pre-course briefing and gear check tmr, and i have not gotten my stufff! Trekking boots are freaaaaking ex, hopfully xiuhui can lend it to me hehe.

Orientation is another thing that's gonna keep me busy. Very busy. I cant seem to attend most of the sessions. Oh well. I shall wait for further instructions. I've missed quite a number of meetings too, someone update me pleaseeee!

It's pouring really heavy now, wonder when it'll stop. Maybe it's because it has not rained for the past few days! ^^

Who lives in a tentage in Pulau Ubin
SL Campers!
With no water to bathe and smell like dustbin
SL Campers!
SL Campers, SL Campers,...SL Campers!

17th HC Baik! <3

2009-11-15T23:52:00.003+08:00

i'm back!

I just finished looking at all the photos Chor Yi uploaded during the soccer chalet and they are so hilarious! HAHAHA, cant stop laughing at all the photos and tags! Ilovemyteammates <3

Walked a lot alot yesterday. legs damn sore! Went to OCH (omg omg omg) and pulau ubin! Freaking cool I swear. And i learnt how to start a fire with twigs woohoo luckily we had jamie or my group will just die haha. I think what liang kai said was so true. We, AHS sports players are so cui at this haha. But we also cant help it, we have no outfoor camps :( I missed the first OBK outing because of this! Sianzxzx

Had popeyes@century for dinner with Cherine, Eileen, Leeying, Eugene, Edwen and Yihao. The fries, mashed potato, and biscuit are awesummmm! Love it, but yoghurt still the best (Y)

Just printed all the pack lists for my upcoming camps. Hmm, I'll be having a huge problem washing all my shirts and shorts in just one day for the next camp. Worse still, my maid will not be around = DIY = die :X

School@7 tmr, goooodnight! ^^

2009-11-13T00:32:00.002+08:00

HEH i removed my tagboard.

So many things to say, but so little time.
Feel like blogging again, but i guess it's a little tough. At least not until after school officialy closes on the 26th! <-- Daddy's birthday ^^

16-17: SLCongress
18-21: Adam Khoo camp - The Nomadic Race!
22: One-day break.
23-26: SLCamp

wah wah wah!

Soccer tmr morning, and chalet at night wheee~!
Goodnight :)

2009-11-12T23:47:00.002+08:00

WOW, it's been so long since I last blogged.

I dont have the intention of reviving it, but i really cannot take it anymore. I need to vent out all my frustrations.

Sometimes I wish I dont know anything, because it is worse if you know about something and yet you cannot do anything about it which equates to me feeling HELPLESS. It is like my friends around me are feeling unhappy and down and upset over different issues, and i'm the only one feeling normal wanting and trying to help them get out of their misery but it just.. fails.

And I cant do anything now until they realise that I really do mean it when i said "I'll be there if you need ANY help"

shingz this feeling just sucks so badly.

the fun has yet to begin, but i'm already starting to feel exhausted. I WILL SURVIVE.

2009-04-25T18:13:00.000+08:00

WOW. This month was super hectic! House Comm nominations, PI, trainings, cheerleading..

Nomination period ended yesterday after elections. I totally forgot my 'speech' halfway, urgh.

Anyway, thanks once again to those who came down to ward LT2 to support Li Meng and I. We have recovered alr. Falling into the toilet bowl was such a horrible experience HAHAHAHA.

Mega House function after that was fun and high! Many people turned up and the Singapore Pussycat Dolls were simply AWESOME, love them! The Temasek Talentime winners too! The whole night simply reminded me of O night, yay.

Rushed down to meet Ly and we cabbed down to Wai Yan's house. Luckily we made it before 12! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELISSAAAA! (: Was so tired that I fell asleep while talking halfway. (I hope no unglam pics were taken okay E. Tag me and you die) Eugene was damn funny, as usual. BUT I STILL DONT KNOW WHATS CUI. hahaha! No more Sha B huh, LOL.

Had breakfast at the hawker centre opposite, then Eileen and Han had to leave for SYF CO prac! Went back to E's house and and and guess what, Elissa and I went back to sleep again after Leeying left!!!! All the way until one :O IM SUCHA PIGGGGG

Most probably due to the fatigue accumulated over the past few weeks. Sleeping 3hours a day IS SIMPLY NOT ENOUGH.

4/7 Jiemeis have lost their phone. So to Graci, Cherine, Elissa: TAKE CARE OF YOUR VALUABLES. hahahaha!

I need to pull up my socks. Off to do tutorialssss.

MANCHESTER UNITED FTW!

2009-04-06T01:07:00.001+08:00

MANCHESTER UNITED FANS LOVE MACHEDA

:D

Time to food fling muahahaha!

2009-04-04T21:14:00.002+08:00

I SURVIVED THIS WEEK :)
My mum said I was like on a vacation because she didnt see me for 3 consecutive days LOL.

Apart from the long hours of lectures/ tutorials in sch, cheerleading everyday is mentally and physically exhausting! BUT FUNNY HAHAHAH. Now that it's over, it's time to catch with my studies and SOCCER :(

Wednesday was the worst day of the week. I slept at 4am just to complete the idiotic PI! JIA SAIIII.

Celebrated Eileen's bday at The Manhatten Fish Market :) It was a simple dinner but at least i managed to see all the JMs :D Thank god cheerleading ended early that day!!

Gosh im taking sucha longggg time to blog this short post.

Anyway beta cheerleaders went to PPPastamania yesterday and Mr Tan was so nice to give us 100 dollars for dinner!! Im sorry I did the most foolish thing ever but that was really sweet of you guys :) A few of us went to play pool after that. Apparently it was my first time going there so i felt like a noob. Luckily there's PHOTO HUNT MACHINE (Y)(Y) hahah! We got so addicted that we left only at 1145, and there's still duatholon the next morning! shitz, we failed to enter the scoreboard hahaha. Took a cab home and the taxi uncle took a longer route!! I'll just take it that I did a good deed by letting him earn more money :X

Talking about duatholon 2009, Pan and I got 5th :D
3 cheers for W02!

ALright time to log into facebook.
I hope no one sneak attacks!

2009-03-29T00:09:00.002+08:00

Cheerleading was so funny and dramatic today AHAHA. Cant really say much here but im kinda enjoying myself though it's not very nice to dance/cheer under the scorching hot sun! :X I'm getting ~~tanner~~ darker each day omg. ONE MORE WEEEEK!

3.5 hours of soccer training yesterday. I almost died while doing the last few laps of suicides haha. Another soccergirl injured due to the holes in the field. Get well soon Rachel Y and Yiern!! (Not to forget Nafeeshah who had just inserted a pin :O into her finger.) Now I see one more advantage of having a synthetic soccer field.

I missed the 4k movie and dinner today AHHHH =(

I was thinking of sleepng in till late morning/afternoon tmr,
until i received Pan's msg LOL
Yay my soccer ball can finally be used!

fucking tired. with still so many tutorials undone! I did math last night, but couldnt even last one qns!!

FOOD FLING and MAFIA WARS FTW!

2009-03-27T00:26:00.002+08:00

I
LOST
MY
SPECS

Not to mention, i got it only a few weeks ago, which cost me 150 =(

What the hell is wrong with me!
&%^$*&^%$#$%^&^(&%$@$@

I'm so, so exhasuted.
And PI is such a big headache!

I Need To Study.
[ after effect from calling Elissa HAHAHAHAHA ]

2009-03-24T00:00:00.002+08:00

After bathing,
I feel CLEAN and REFRESHED :)

Got back home not too long ago, and the bus journey was amazingly fast because I didnt doze off haha! Thank god for that, if not i'll probably miss my stop and end up at Yishun.

2 hours of dinner at Cartel was indeed a tad too long but satisfactory :) The service was so much better compared to the previous one! Studied at Macdonalds after that with Zhut for abt 1.5hours (Including 30mins of nap HAHAHA) and i managed to complete my GP reading ^^(only)

Tmr's gonna be another looooonnnnggggg day =(

On average sch days, I'm home ~1/3 of the day, 90% of which is spent snoozing lol.

My parents are going to Bangkok (again) this friday, along with my sister! IM SO JEALOUS >:/

this is so random but i'm missing you ZHDPY though it's only been 5 days since i last saw you!

2009-03-20T23:13:00.002+08:00

Perfect Cut 2 finale!
I almost teared at the part when they finally met each other at the doorstep. Srsly, it'll make you go AWWWWW ='(

My nokia 6300's alarm can no longer be trusted. I was late almost everyday this week. And cabbing is NOT a wise option.

PBL at Ariel's house today! We're almost done, at least for the handout :D I've never met someone who can cook as well as Ariel's mum! The chicken pie was incredibly delightful! :D

Studied for 2 hours plus at bedok library with xh and leeyingss! until nine. oh five. haha! Manage to complete my enzymes notes, but the thought of lecture test when sch reopens.. i dont even want to think abt it.
OH, i didnt get to hear the old man fart. damn

Cheerleading at 8 tmr :D
Hopefully i'll be able to do some shopping with my sis in the afternoon!

Time for some chloroplasty action babe!

2009-03-18T22:14:00.002+08:00

MUDDY FIELD + SCORCHING HOT SUN = ULTIMATE KILLER.
Sunblock is my current best friend :D

I FINALLY MET UP WITH SUSIE PUSIE TODAY ^^
I MISS YOU (AND YOUR EGOISM) <3

2009-03-17T23:36:00.003+08:00

Running in the morning was somehow tiring, since i dragged myself out from bed early in the morning at 7. Mr Lee's method to run fast works well, but at the same time, my energy gets depleted equally fast too.

Eileen and i shared a cab to sch but still i was late for math tutorial by 15mins! Damn it, imagine a taxi driver reading newspaper while waiting for the traffic light to turn green. WTH! And there's surcharge too knn

cheerleading = stretching, stretching and more stretching.
I just dont knw why im so inflexible.
Cant split, cant somersault, cant DANCE.
All i can do is CHEER lol.

1409 class outing was a partial success. Only 10+1 could make it out of the expected 16 =( Nevertheless, i had a fun time cycling today =) It was more like a workout HAHA. Thank god for not raining and of course, my sunblock!

Headed to PP for dinner at pastamania after which some of us stayed a while longer to slack and play games (part 1) lol. We got chased out by the security guard so we went outside and continued playing (part2) HAHAHAHA

WHO? WHAT? HUH!

Cabbed home for the second time in a day!! =(

I MUST WAKE UP ON TIME TMR. NO MORE CABBING!

2009-03-16T00:25:00.002+08:00

XIANG YING 2009 last night was impressive. Everyone acted damn well! 3 CHEERS TO JOHNNY!! :D

We were late, but luckily the drama hasnt started. Thanks lee lao shi for letting us in!

Saw tan lao shi! She still has her 'kiu kiu' fringe but now it has spread to all over her head haha! lol han!

So, in the end, i decided to go for soccer training, from 8-9!

Gosh I need a new shoebag and watch! They top my shopping list currently.

Sigh, I miss my holiday life! =(

2009-03-14T00:13:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERINE! Let me give you a superpower hug hehe! Hope you enjoyed all your birthday celebrations today ^^

SCREAAAAAAAAM! IT'S THE HOLIDAYYYS!
Though it doesnt seem like one, for most of us.

I still have to go back sch for econs lecture, bio spa, soccer training, maybe cheerleading! At least I wont have to wake up at 6 in the morning everyday heh.

Of course there are things that im looking forward to like SOC outing, class outing and catching up with friends YEAH!(I hope i manage my time well!)

Basically, life has been fun but tiring! I've been alternating my days between soccer training and cheerleading. Chem lecture and econs tests were on the same day this week damn it! BUT IT'S OVERRRR!

Bio spa ystd was shit. There was something wrong with the fucking phenolphthalein! No wonder Ariel and I couldnt get the desired outcome! SUAY TO THE MAX.

Some random things,

I woke up late today and would have been late for sch if my dad had not sent me.

I LOST MY CASIO WATCH.F.

I miss 4k08! Gathering was short today but it's awesome to see them again!

I can't make it for Temasek Talentime tmr but still ALL THE BEST to UNDEFINED!

ManUtd vs Liverpool and i'll be missing it tooo AHHHHHHH =(

Okay, it's time to sleep now. Friendly at NJC tmr!

TAKE CARE TAN XUAN HAO!

2009-02-24T20:52:00.002+08:00

YAY for once i actually reached home early today, at FIVE ^^

Until now, 4 hours have passed, and i'm still with my lappy.
A huge opportunity cost incurred indeed :O

Not only did i..

NOT study,
NOT nap,
NOT beat my high score for STD/ CYSI,
NOT do any research for GP,

but instead..

facebooked since 5,
read blogs

AND NOW,
im watching the channel 8 9pm show.

Okay, so im gonna bathe at 10, sleep at 11 and wake up at 0345 to watch Manchester United versus Inter Milan! ^^ Go man u go!

Meanwhile,
I shall continue facebooking :D

2009-02-22T01:44:00.002+08:00

HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY SI JING!

Weekends = More hours of sleep!
And so i woke up at 2 plus today, im fully recharged! I wonder how long can this lasts HAHA.

Somehow staying at home isnt good, there are just to many distractions AWWW

-----> AND ROONEY SCORESSSS! :D :D

It's okay, i shall start doing my tutorials tmr! I mean later in the afternoon LOL

I MISS YOU ZHDPY!! No one to screammmm and go crazy over Vidic with me anymore!! =( oh, I think Rafael is cute, esp his hairr!

-----> FUCK, Blackburn just equalized!!!!

Keep The Faith.

2009-02-20T22:44:00.003+08:00

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY PPL!

SPOT THE DIFFERENCE OBSESSION. Much thanks to Pan for setting my new high score today hehe. I'm intending to, or rather have been playing it EvErY~~dAy~~nIgHt to DESTRESS. Oh my, it's only the first official week of sch. Die. Maybe this explains why i'm so ~~jaded~~ snoozy in tutorials/lectures. Luckily i have Amanda to wake me up whenever i doze off, though not effective at times. Most of the time... Hmmm, if only arcade allows students in sch uniform to enter, then you'll find pan and I playing photo hunt after sch daily HAHAHA

Workload is starting to pile up (almost taller than me alr) and it's time to do my math tutorials. AP GP AP GP omg what sequence is this LOL. Talking abt math, I MISS MR MOKKK! I really hate it when i push all my tutorials to the weekends AHHHHH.

But then again, looking back at this week's schedule, i cant blame anyone but myself.

Had soccer trials, followed by dinner at pizza hut with Zhuting on monday. Finally we met up after postponing many times! <3 (your eyes LOL)

Out with Jiemeis (full attendance! ^^) at ehub on tuesday. Had sushi at Nihon Mura, as well as 6 different flavours of yoghurt at Yoguru! Played a few games which was superduper funny haha! Miss those crazy times at AHS ='(

Wed was total ownage. My plan to study :O in the library with ponpon failed terribly. Just 15mins and I we couldnt take it anymore so I suggested watching The Curious Case of Benjamin Button (166mins!!). BUT nope, we ~~trained~~ cabbed down to raffles city to... ~~SHOP~~ slack. A new bad for pan, and 4 files for me HAHA. Had a comfy rest at J-Co before heading home!

Killer thursday. Bio prac dragged till 1615 (!!) so I had to cab down to PLMGS alone! At least i managed to catch 1 1/2 set of Janice's singles HAHAHA. We lost, 2-3. Nevertheless, IM SO PROUD OF MY JUNIORS YOU GUYS FOUGHT HARD AND PLAYED WELL! GREAT JOB CDIV TOO (they're top of the group!)Thanks chikoony for the present im sorry i forgot to bring yours!! =/

TGIF! Lessons ended early today ^^ but still had to stay back to support seniors for their soccer match against International Soccer Academy AT 1700. My group started filming for vodcast, and the whole process was hilarious. Kudos to Joseph and Tseng Yi, our main casts! :D

oops so late alr! Time to
Mug? no.
Sleep? no.
Watch tv? no.
.. Bathe? YES!!

Night!
-Sleepybren

2009-02-15T13:10:00.002+08:00

New school,
New experience,
New faces.

First week was tjc orientation; ignite the infinite! One word: AWESOME. O-night was a blast, and XCION was the winning clan :D I love OG1 to the max! Thanks OGLs for making orientation such a memorable one for us!

We had a special timetable on the second week, which was super slack. 1 or 2 lectures per day plus a few talks! I wonder if it's just me, I think tj has a sleeping aura because i keep falling asleep wherever i go.. =( AHHH. Time to go to NTUC go get some zour bombs!

PDP registration is a big headache! All i want now is to just settle down and not go for trials anymore hahaha

Met up with Gracew last thurs, and seeing her cry made me feel like crying tooo! Miss her ~~as much as~~ more than cookies and cream shake hahaha!

I'm too lazy to blog everything down. This is what happens when you do not blog regularly!!

Went for a run with eileen today, and this time we held on to our valuables LOL. We got pangsehed again, so we're watching pink panther 2 instead. It's the sneak preview today!

I MISS YOU ZHDPY AND BELL BELLLLL!!!!

So, What happened to the promises made?

Time To Study, B.

2009-02-01T17:10:00.002+08:00

BEWARE OF THEFT. DO NOT LEAVE YOUR VALUABLES UNTATTENDED.

FUCK THAT ASSHOLE WHO STOLE OUR BAGS.
I HOPE YOU WONT WAKE UP THE NEXT MORNING
HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY!!

My adidas bag,
SAMSUNG INNOV8 [2 months old only!!!],
ez link card,
POSB atm card,
keys [My keychain!!!!!!!!!!! ='(]
towel
ALL GONE WITHIN 15mins!
(Not to mention Eileen still has her camera and mp3 and...!)

We searched the stadium over and over again, asked around, but to no avail. So eileen reported to the police and they came down to take our statement. LOL COOL.
Penniless, I walked home with Eileen to her house to call home. Luckily my dad's home so he came to pick me! And I'm really glad that my parents didnt screaaaam at me :D Instead my dad lent me his spare phone, drove me to hello shop to get a sim card replacement, topped up his ez link card for me, and applied for atm card replacement! :D

It's orientation tmrrrrrr! OG1 wooohooo!
I'm so not bringing ahs pe shorts.

2009-01-31T00:31:00.002+08:00

HY: so what game u wanna play!
B: STD!
HY: WTF
B: WHAT
HY: SEXUALLY TRANSMITEED DISEASE?
B: LOL
B: SPOT THE DIFFERENCE
B: DAMN IT

HAHAHAHAHA!

I've been sleeeping past 4am ever since sunday! omg brenda the panda is about to born :O

Isaac: How are you?
Huayu: Fine.
Isaac: Can we meet up?
Huayu: Zzzz.

THIS. IS. SO. DAMN. FUNNNY!!!!!!!!

2009-01-30T22:39:00.002+08:00

Temasek here I come!

I'm so excited! Daryl, Candice, Elain and my pri 1,2 best friend Christabelle will be there too!!

Had teppanyaki with Jiemeis at eileen's house yesterday! I reached there one hour later because I couldn't lost IT! Thank God I found IT! And so, i got hooked up on guitar again after leaving the guitar untouched in my room for so so long. Pictures will be up soon once i receive them! :D

Tanning with pan was cancelled, so I went out with Eileen and Han (I'm terribly sorry Y_ _ _ N!!) to get our sch supplies. And this time i meant it! We, mainly eileen and I felt super accomplished at the end of the day hehe ^^ We've got many good deals, and a good meal haha. Bag, shoes, sunglasses, earrings, dvds, socks... Not broke yet, but opened up a small hole in my pocket which hopefully, wont expand fast) I WANNA GO BACK TO THE ROYAL SPORTING HOUSE NEXT TO PENINSULA PLAZA AGAIN!!!!! :D

Holidays are ending soon. Ouch.