So, N is no longer one of my choices anymore. I wanted a change of environment, to get out of the east and make new friends. But after talking to wj, i dont think im ready for it. It'll be awesome if i can get in
together with elissa. What if one of us doesnt make it? That sucks. And I was naive to think that I could definitely get into N. Hell no, think of all the elite schools in the west and south fighting for just 300+ slots. Where will I stand?
And now that I'm back to the east side choices, I wonder if I'm really cut out for V. I do not have a very strong passion for V but i know it's a good sch and my friends will be there. But then again, the thought of competing with all the 6,7 pointers puts me off. Wait, I may not even get in, but IF i do.. will i regret it?
Seems like T is the best for me.
I swear the amount of effort i had put in for the past 4 years in badminton is no less than other performing arts group or uniformed groups. But why does my cca record suck like shit. LIFE IS SO UNFAIR =(
Bye, im late for work.
