This is the most depressing time of my life, when it comes to grades. For someone who has been above avg most of the time, getting way below avg is just suicidal. Doing well in pharmacy? Hell no. It's only the start of my fucking uni life and 'm struggling to catch up w those competitive pharmers ahead of me. I dont wanna put the blame on all my commitments 'cos that's just an excuse. Come on don't you think im some fucking slacker im secretly a mugger too y'knw? Rly not used to being amongst the cream of the crop w all the elite scholars whatnot in my course. How suffocating ): I feel so fucking stupid here that i'll just shun away whenever ppl talk abt grades.. srsly.
Guess ranting here is my only respite. I may appear okay with whatever that's happening right now in my life, but deep down, there's always this tinge of sadness for I feel so inferior, never good enough to make it to the top.
K time to cut this emo shit. I could have been mugging away hoping to narrow the alr widening gap in my grades.. 3 more weeks. 'm just gonna do my best! All the best to those studying too (:
Other than the depressing grades, I think my life is awesome. Manage your time wisely (still trying to figure it out) and you'll have fun!
Nothing's gonna beat me down! I hate to be a fucking emo kid, hate it when my emotions take control over me.
