've got so many things on my mind right now that i dont knw whr to start. Pardon me if my sentences do not link haha.
1st table served at Brewerkz today I had a PR for that. Yes, it's my fault & i think my brain was too fried from overnight studying that it can't even rmb simple requests. Couldn't focus at all. So thankful Benjamin was thr to help me settle that check(: It's precisely bcos of ppl like him and a few others like Lester and those who were alr working when i first started that makes me like working at Brewerkz. Though I find it taking a toll on me.. But Eddy's finally back! I think he understands my busy uni schedule. At least he bothers to ask when are my exams, which is good enough! (:
Received an email from Race10 project director and I made it to the organising committee! Didnt have high hopes 'cos I could tell my commitments in the upcoming sem were a major concern to them. Can't be more glad that they're willing to give me a try(: This applies to FOP sub-comm as well hehe. But commitment level increased when I agreed to take up the position as OGL head ahhh
I do feel that I'm overloading myself a bit too much for next sem- Apart from Race10 sub-comm, FOP OGL head, thr's still MIR O-adventures & YEP. Studies and work as well which are all gonna spam the whole of next sem. Prioritising would definitely be a challenge, but i'll find the best solution. Not a christian, but I believe God will give me the Strength and Courage to Pull through this(:
Failed PPDA CA quite badly & I must say I was a little surprised, for a while. Reflected for 5mins and life went back to normal. Perhaps I'm rly slacking too much or not putting in enough effort.
Live life w no regrets(: And i rly cherish those angels arnd me who help me in one way or another ^^
It's exactly 1am. Time for bed
Sunday, October 23, 2011
So fucking emo ):
Work started well 'cos I did opening w Zhengyi, Vivien, Kelvin and Ben! (': And the first table I served tipped me 13$! Got rly busy when the Rugby Finals started. Farkinggg slam the whole L section was so packed I can hardly walk through. The match ended, NZ won. We started billing customers... and then we realised we have a runaway check. SCREW THE FUCKTARDS!
Sigh. Okay, I'm not rly THATTTT upset. Just wanna vent my anger haha.
Just submitted the FOP sub-comm application form and I realised I have 4 commitments currently :O But I like is this way
Shall head out to Airport to study later (:
Live life happily (: & I miss the girl in UK now ):
Friday, October 21, 2011
Not exactly in a very good mood now. And for the past few days.
This is by far the suck-iest week in uni.
I hate myself for being such a perfectionist. I hate myself for having high expectations; of myself, and others. And I end up feeling disappointed only. Frustrated; and pissed.
This is not how I want to live my life.
It's not studies, not projects, not the activities I have that wear me down. It's... the people.
Thursday, October 13, 2011
Srsly, no obligations.
So don't give me that attitude.