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Tuesday, March 29, 2011

OMG IT'S TMR! yes, tmr, in less than 24 hrs i'll be in bkk muahahaha (; eggcited!

Have not started packing (merely just took out my luggage) feels so lazy! But I better get it done before I leave for dinner (at Alps Cafe w Jms!) if not my mum will nag over the phone hai. And my parents are pretty nice to me- they are actually giving me quite a huge sum of money (undisclosed due to safety reasons lol) to shop! Aww, love it when they shower me w wealth. Imma materialisticgirl_92 haha!

I feel that my driving has improved tremendously over the past few lessons. Yes I may have spent more lessons than others to complete module 1, but as long as i'm goood, I'm happy! Really want to pass on my first attempt!!!

FINALLY done w all my uni/ scholarship apps! Looking back.. Spent one night at airport to complete my personal essay, then another night at home submitting all the docs, then another afternoon scanning all the certs.. I'm awesome! hahaha much thanks to TLC for guiding me through the app! You're even more awesome hehe.

My life is good. Hopefully I can start working at brewerkz soon! And.. all my weekends in Apr are booked! :D :D Different things to look forward to each week- ultimate fun!

Let's flyyyy~ ~~ ~~~ Up up here we go~~

Thursday, March 24, 2011

've been wanting to blog since monday, but i'm always so busy with something else.

Finally started my uni apps on mon! T2 starbucks was rather empty but the seats near the powerpoint were all taken up :( thankfully E&bf managed to chope a seat while cherine, eileen and I went to Swensens for lunch hehe ^^ Completed my NTU app and had to rush down for driving! FINALLY.. after 3 weeks of break :/

Booked another slot before my lesson just a few days ago cos I realised that I got the instructor (Poh) who previously nagged at me for having a week long interval! Didnt want him to dampen my mood so that was the first time I had 2 consecutive lessons! At least it got me back on track though I didn't progress a lot. Poh rmb me and this time he was so much nicer to me! No sarcasm and (continued cos i fell asleep while typing until here lol)he extended my lesson by 5mins! Felt that my basics are much better (:

Following lesson was yesterday and i got my first lesson instructor! How coincidental can this be haha! And he is still as humorous as ever. Makes lesson so relaxed! As much as my skills are not thr yet, he let me drive outside and I drove to Tampines for the first time! Impressed with myself ^^ Felt hopeful after that (: Currently I just wanna have a strong foundation! Even if this means more lessons.

Work @ Expo for MTA 2011 is not too bad! Managed to hit 40 at arnd 3 yesterday and another 10 after lunch before me and my colleages, 4 of us returned to the booth and lepak! Today was much better- completed the remaining 30 at 2, and another 10 was easy cos it was quite crowded! Self-declared end of work at 1557 and we sat at the cafeteria behind to slack hahaha. Working w ppl of your age kills time more easily! Last day of work tmr (PLUS GETTING MY PAY IN CASH MUAHAHA) gonna go the carrefour mega sale and onitsuka/ asics sale while waiting for my driving to start! hehe :>

Cabbed down to tamp stadium after a swim w ZHDPY to watch beta's final cheer prac before sports day tmr. If it wasn't because I couldnt make it tmr, I wouldnt have pangseh-ed you sue-ean! I'm still feeling guilty now pls tell me you did have your dinner!! :( Thought this year's beta cheerleading batch is v cheerful and fun (: Routine and stunts are not too bad as well! Hope they can bring the trophy back tmr! SIGH WISH I COULD BE THR :( RLY MISS THOSE TIMES IN TJC..

Procrastination. I'm STILLLL not done w my fucking NUS scholarship application cos I can't think of any achievement that highlights my academic interest?! Sigh, BIG SIGH. No matter what, I'm gonna force a link in, even if it sounds stupid.

It's 0100 now and I feel like going to bed... BUT I CANT DAMN IT.

Sry to end the post w much angst susie, stay happy at work! Continue doing yr modules and ensure the safety of all hahaha

Friday, March 18, 2011

I've got to say this week has got to be one of the best week of my hols! (: met up w quite a lot of friends yippee ^^
Although driving and uni app are my biggest frustrations now, I shall face it w a positive attitude and just get it over and done with!

happywiththewaythingsare now (:

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Thanks to you sue-ean, i'm blogging more regularly now. Hope it becomes a habit!

Twitter and Facebook are so open that I don't feel secure to post anything up there. Or rather I choose not to. Sensitive issues are meant for more private and safer ranting grounds like candycanefudge (: It's not a private blog but apparently only a couple of wandering souls read it and i'm fine with that.

Two days ago I was cursing about my f up schedule this week, but now I'm thankful because things are getting better. Sometimes the more you plan, the more frustrating it gets. Just letting it flow maybe good too! Like today, my evening plans are cancelled but I managed to jio forever busy tanzhuting out for a meal which totally lifted my spirits up! (: Miracles do happen hahaha.

Gg to JB w/ my sis and her friends tmr feeling so excited for it! ;)

UNI APP is currently my biggest headache. Can't wait to get over and done with it. i'm with you wongwaiyan.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

this sense of guilt has been over me the entire day :/

It may be a trivial matter but i just hate myself when I have to abandon my friend for something else (more impt apparently). All I could do was to say I'm sorry, and this feeling sucks big time. And the fact that my friend is so understanding, makes me feel even worse :(

Saw this tweet a while ago:

"Do you know what is wrong with sorry? It gives people the wrong idea that any mistake can be solved by a single word.”

How true. Sorry has always been an overused word.

Just came home not too long ago from harbourfront. Went to telok blangah hill park to recce w other coaches for the day camp on wed. Dealing w pri 1/2 kids this time, can't wait! A few asked me if i'm doing the mayflower camp next week and when I said no, they asked why and I could not give a reply...

K how should I put it. I like doing camps, I really do. But the thing about doing camps is that I'll have to sacrifice practically my entire week and i can barely find the time to meet up with my friends who mean a lot to me. It's not easy for us to find a common slot to hang out so I'd not cancel any dates as much as possible. Even with only a day camp this week my schedule is packed :( Neglecting my friends is the last thing I would do.

C.O.M.M.I.T.T.M.E.N.T.S. Too many to handle?

Tuesday, March 08, 2011

FRIDAY:

- Break camp
- Cab down to sch to collect results + edusave money hahaha
- Popeyes w 14/09. So glad that everyone did well and finally i get to see my scholar friends! (:
- Overnight mahjong ^^ and I won $28! hehe

(continued) SATURDAY:
- Cab down to meet ZHDPY for swimming! Survived 30 laps under the morning sun!
- Breakfast at BK, then off to Korean lesson. Damn I dozed off!! F embarrassing.
- Went home to get changed and met Daph and LC my 2 best buds!
- Dinner w zhuting at Waraku ^^

SUNDAY (after 12 hours of sleep):
- Brunch w WongWaiYan at WS Cafe Galilee! My future course mate/ roomie hopefully (:
- Made our way down to grace's w pan to firm up our bkk trip! finally hotel booked!
- 1st etrial test and I didnt have time to study :/ 84 86 88, not too bad after all!
- Dinner w sueean! (rmb to alight one stop later next time hahaha)
- Met Karon to pass her the camo pants and had a small chat (:
- Pop by sunbird circle to get tamagotchi FINALLY!! :D shall get it repaired tmr.

fatigue.

Ever since break camp, I have not had a proper rest, or any personal time to think about my future. But I only have myself to blame for being so busy. If you understand me well enough, you'll know why (;

Results were released last week and I'M SO HAPPY I GOT B FOR GP! For someone who has never ever scored higher than a D before, this is worth celebrating hahaha. A little disappointed in econs because I failed to put my name on Mr Billy's AStar board, but oh well, I should be satisfied w my grades and be thankful (: A heartfelt gratitude to all my teachers for their guidance for the past 2 years! (yes and this reminds me that I better drop them a text soon)

Please let my body be fully recharged by tmr so that I can give my 100% for the camp!!! If I cant, I must.

SHALL DO SOME READING UP ON UNI COURSES BEFORE I SLEEP (: i hope i don't doze off zzz