WOW, it's been so long since I last blogged.
I dont have the intention of reviving it, but i really cannot take it anymore. I need to vent out all my frustrations.
Sometimes I wish I dont know anything, because it is worse if you know about something and yet you cannot do anything about it which equates to me feeling HELPLESS. It is like my friends around me are feeling unhappy and down and upset over different issues, and i'm the only one feeling normal wanting and trying to help them get out of their misery but it just.. fails.
And I cant do anything now until they realise that I really do mean it when i said "I'll be there if you need ANY help"
shingz this feeling just sucks so badly.
the fun has yet to begin, but i'm already starting to feel exhausted.
I WILL SURVIVE.
