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Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Brewerkz, that's whr I belong. It has become part of my life, another home. Went back for dinner today w Elissa\ Eileen! Have not been thr since I stopped work like.. a month ago? Felt a sense of familiarity and warmness, everyone is still the same (:

School's out, what now?

So fucking busy this hols. Just this week alone before flying off next wed, whole schedule is packed from day to night ): But that's 'cos i'm meeting all my loved ones before I leave hehe :D Life can't get any better than this moment right now!

Will be free from 23-25, was thinking of a short trip to Krabi! But I cant think of anyone to go with ):

Life is good (:

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Want to tweet so badly, but i dont wanna reply texts/ whatsapp sigh.

Thankful.

After today, I rly felt f-ed up cos it seems as if I've not been thorough in my revision. Just not enough. Looking at my grades for my pharm mods is just.. depressing/ suicidal.

BUT THEN, all hope is not lost..

GOT FUCKING A+ for both my proj and CA for Com Med&Health! Ya ok i knw it's just CA and it's only my elective but im happy yay.

Motivated to study for finals, let's goo!

Friday, November 04, 2011

This is the most depressing time of my life, when it comes to grades. For someone who has been above avg most of the time, getting way below avg is just suicidal. Doing well in pharmacy? Hell no. It's only the start of my fucking uni life and 'm struggling to catch up w those competitive pharmers ahead of me. I dont wanna put the blame on all my commitments 'cos that's just an excuse. Come on don't you think im some fucking slacker im secretly a mugger too y'knw? Rly not used to being amongst the cream of the crop w all the elite scholars whatnot in my course. How suffocating ): I feel so fucking stupid here that i'll just shun away whenever ppl talk abt grades.. srsly.

Guess ranting here is my only respite. I may appear okay with whatever that's happening right now in my life, but deep down, there's always this tinge of sadness for I feel so inferior, never good enough to make it to the top.

K time to cut this emo shit. I could have been mugging away hoping to narrow the alr widening gap in my grades.. 3 more weeks. 'm just gonna do my best! All the best to those studying too (:

Other than the depressing grades, I think my life is awesome. Manage your time wisely (still trying to figure it out) and you'll have fun!

Nothing's gonna beat me down! I hate to be a fucking emo kid, hate it when my emotions take control over me.